The Long Journey of Love

[PrEbU]

I can't lie - for these feelings inside me are real.
Over this long span of time, they have developed..
Into something I can't even think about letting go of.
You really caught my eye from the start --
I really thought maybe you were my perfect match.

My mind wandered for quite some time.
I thought about you constantly, and couldn't get you off my mind.
The feelings I had for you built up faster than I could ever believe --
And I began to fall for you harder than ever before.

One year went by - our relationship, had gone nowhere.
You never talked to me for more than a minute,
But boy, you really got me flustered.
I thought that was the greatest moment of my life..
However, I soon realized; those words we exhanged meant ziltch.

Another year passed - our relationship, the same.
Back at square one was what it seemed,
My emotions and feelings rose to the extremes,
And I knew what I kept inside would mean nothing to you.

Finally, three years of liking you.. -our relationship, had gone nowhere.
There was absolutely no progression.
I wanted nothing more than to make my move;
But I backed down realizing the fear of rejection was too much for me to handle.

So here I am today, the most confused girl alive.
Awaiting the man of my dreams, who doesn't have a clue how I feel about him.
I continue to walk down the same path of worries, of hope, of faith.
Perhaps, fate is the only thing that could result in you and me.

This long journey of love is just beginning.